I feel frozen sometimes... cold and empty of feelings. But if it's hard to feel that way, if you really want to be warm and open, is that really lack of emotions? Maybe it's fear and problems with trusting others?
Nevertheless, there are things in life that always make it disappear: being creative and escape to my own world. It really shows in my writing, since it's something that I've created completely from my own imagination. Sure, making videos are fun, but that's a hobby where I'm just putting together material that already exists. But writing? It's completely, 100% my own. No one can take my story away from me, since it comes from my heart. There are few things in this world that are so fulfilling like creating something yourself.