Right now I'm only getting personal refusals :O it's insane!!! I'm really on the right track :D
Then I'm thinking about how it'll be later on... if I have difficulties getting my everyday life to work now, what will happen if I have to travel around Sweden on signings and put my book out there?
There's a certain curve you follow when it comes to the plot of a book. When you write on a series it's the same thing.
That's why I'm going to hold back a little in the beginning of the series. Not to the point of making it bad, but so I can give in with the writing more with each book so they will improve. Then finish off with a bang :)